I Wish I were a Child too...

Just smile at everybody......have a nice sleep wherever I am and whenever I want....
be with whoever I want to be with......spread the innocence all around...........
make my neighbor envy.......dream about nothing.................
blabber meaninglessly and be understood.....hit somebody still don't get them hurt...........
not to dream about anything much.......dance with my loved one...........
tell someone I'm thinking of them......listen to someone's heart..........
be cared by............... be with a friend always...........

babble something to console a friend.........feel possessive of a friend.............
weep in ignorance................not to hold any grudge..........spread loveliness...................
feel the humor...............feel like a hero.........
feel the comfort in others.........undergo solitude sometime.......get the blessings...................
not to wait for someone to say yes......... rejoice with my fellas.........

make everybody happy............

Time is too slow for those who wait,
Too swift for those who fear,
Too long for those who grieve,
Too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, Time is eternity .

Nostalgia...

Work Pressure...Is it getting on to me? Sometimes I feel like running away from all of these things that binds me. My inner self tells me something else; that I have to carry on like this for some more time if not forever...


My family complains that I should eat more so that I put on more weight.. they will be surprised if they come to know that I am dieting or in fact Maintaining myself by eating once a day and having fruits for dinner... Don't know how good or bad it's gonna be.. but I do not like the idea of putting on and looking hefty...


Have been thinking of going home this winter, it would be 3rd time this year that I'd be home and first Winter break in 8 years... Have missed 8 winters in a row, can't seem to wait but it's going to be for a short period 7 days, feeling sad as these 7 days will past in no time and I will back to what I am doing now - work and more work!!

I guess this is what we call LIFE, if it gives you good times with one hand, it also takes away something with the other hand..

This is where the story ends...

...continued from my previous post.

Wondering what would be the end of the story? Well! let's see the turn around of events.....

HE :-- I guess, this is where everything ends.
SHE :-- Can nothing be done? Don't wanna lose you...
HE :-- I am too confused and skeptical of the future, what if...
SHE :-- ...............[Wet eyes...]

Well! Not all love stories has a happy ending...

The gal feels she can't get over the Guy, the guy knows that's not true and she will find someone and HE will be PAST in no time whereas the same mayn't be true for Him.

Is it the best way to find/look for solace in someone's arm in an attempt to forget someone??
Is that a solution? Or you are inviting more troubles and worries for yourself?? Some questions ha??? God knows!

[Days gone... And..]

HE :-- How have you been? Hope, things are going on well on your side?
SHE :-- Superb! Never felt better..
HE :-- Am so happy to hear that.
SHE :-- Are you?
HE :-- Why? You still seem to have got some bitterness for me
SHE :-- Nope! Not at all. I have moved on... and very glad that I have found a reason to be...

See...the Guy was right? Wasn't he? He was elated to hear this piece of information from the Gal and as expected he wished her for a bright future..

HE :-- You won't know how happy I am to hear this.. May be you wouldn't understand-all that I have done was for your own good.
SHE :-- Thanks..[Still bitterness in her mind.. may never ever understand the guy.]
HE :-- You are always welcome. Take care!! [May God always be with you and bless you in all that you do....]

No guilty feelings for the guy for all he wanted/wished was only good things for her and finally all seems well on her side.

This is were my story ends...hope the gal lives that "happily ever-after dreams" for as long as she lives...

They are happy...

... continued from my previous post.

HE :-- Got some news for you!
SHE :-- Even I got to tell you something.

HE :-- Okay! you first...
SHE :-- I told my parents about you.
HE :-- Ya?
SHE :-- Yes!!
HE :-- Then?
SHE :-- They were really happy to know...
HE :-- Hmmmm.... That's good news!
SHE :-- Are you not happy??
HE :-- I am. Why shouldn't I be?
SHE :-- Don't look so excited, that's why?

HE :-- Actually, I had the same news for you..
SHE :-- What?
HE :-- I told my parents too....
SHE :-- AND???
HE :-- And.....
SHE :-- What????

HE :-- They were happy to know about you...
SHE :-- Really? I thought otherwise...

...to continue

Was the chemistry right?

... continued from my previous post.

HE :-- Hey!
SHE :-- Hi!
HE :-- I need to tell you something..
SHE :-- Am all ears for you....

HE :-- I guess I'm beginning to like you..
SHE :-- Like me?
HE :-- Hmmm...
SHE :-- We hardly know each other...
HE :-- Well! Does that matter??
SHE :-- Doesn't it?
HE :-- So you mean to say you don't like me?
SHE :-- I didn't say that.
HE :-- So, you like me?
SHE :-- I didn't mean that either.
HE :-- Confused? or trying to confuse me?
SHE :-- Can't say.

After few days....

HE :-- I love you....
SHE :-- Hmmm.. I love you...I am so blessed to have you.. Do you think we can make it?
HE :-- Hmmm... Can't say but let's see. What say?
SHE :-- Hmmm.. You are right. Everything looks like a dream to me...
HE :-- It's a dream only... who would have thought that we would ever cross our path like this...
SHE :-- True. Do not wake me up from this dream....
HE :-- Hmmmm... Never!

...to continue

Jab they met...

HE :-- Hi!
SHE :-- Hello!

HE :-- How have you been?
SHE :-- Good, You?
HE :-- Good.
SHE :-- Really??
HE :-- Why? Don't you believe me?
SHE :-- No, nothing like that...

HE :-- Hmmmm.. Been busy with life, trying to figure out/search a way to happiness..
SHE :-- You sound so serious!!
HE :-- Really? Am I?
SHE :-- Ummm.. you do.
HE :-- Well! Am like that, what to do?
SHE :-- It's okay.. then

HE :-- Then...
SHE :-- I mean, what plans for the future... Shaadi waadi??
HE :-- Hey! Haven't thought of it as yet, but I will.
SHE :-- Yes, you have to..
HE :-- Yep! What about you? I mean we aren't getting any younger.
SHE :-- True. I know what you're trying to say but I have been not so fortunate in finding the right guy.
HE :-- Oh! See who is talking...
SHE :-- It's true...believe me.
HE :-- Hmmmm.. But I guess you know all about me.
SHE :-- I do but maybe not everything..

HE :-- Okay, fair enough...
SHE :-- Hmmmm...


...to continue

Easier said than done...

People come and go, that's life..... We are left with sour feelings.. we feel can't get over it, we even say I can't forget him/her-some sentiments ha??... Let me tell you folks out there-Nothing is permanent. As every other phase, this part of your life will be gone before you could sit back and realize it really did....

I know of people having said this and that... promises, hmmm I don't give a damn, not anymore.... But that's life, we have to learn to accept things and not try to control it... Certain things are good when they are left alone...

This is what I've learned over the last few days... I may have made decisions not entertained by a sect of people, but that's alright... they haven't and will never understand me. I don't blame them for anything, that's the way I am.... can't help it...

I have learned to be more hard on myself now, have thrown all the sentiments away... not fully succeeded, will succeed someday, and that day will be a bliss....

I sometimes feel I will become a recluse, go somewhere far away from the reach of people...no duties, no responsibilities-wouldn't life be a blessing?? May be, May be not?? That's why- "it is easier said than done".